fuck. my first word in the blog. fuck badminton. actually, its my fault. hahaha. i didnt know how to start this entry. LOL. hahaha.i couldnt sleep yesterday because of badminton. i was thinking how was i going to hit that bloody shuttle cock after i never touched it for so long. yah. was busy messaging clarence and melissa last night. till my eyes could barely open. so slept at 2 and woke up six hours later. count yourself. im lazy. then changed, pack my things and all. met faustine under my block and we took a bus there together. she said i look like i rebonded my hair. hahaha. LOL. my hair is growing, and i intend to keep it a lil' longer. i dont wanna get suspended for my hair again. ((: we waited for bus 31 for 10 mins. then it finally came. ok. board the bus. sat on the top deck. ahha. i dont know why im saying all this. -.-" haha. erm. ok. faustine was so worried that we would be late or something. but we got there in time. this is the part which i got pissed with myself. i FORGOT to bring my socks. and since i didnt play badmminton for such a long time, i will get blisters. thats for sure if i didnt use my socks. i still wanna walk normally, you know. ok. emily tan so kind. haha. she said she would lend me one side if her socks. and she really did. i got so lazy after seeing them do warm up. so returned emily her socks. then the coach found someone who could sell me socks. it was 4.50. i get only $2 a day. it would be like 2 and one quarter of my allowence. and i only get it if i go for badminton. please lah. i would rather keep myself full. so didnt buy. then the coach was not happy. the sense of belonging in badminton wasnt there for me already. it doesnt make a difference whether i go or not. im just wasting my time. shall not go any more. no training = no tournaments. i'd rather not go. so i just left. and took a bus home dunno whether the coach saw a not. and even if he did, i know he cant be bothered. so yah... waste my time and effort to wake up and bus fare to go there. and i thought i could start going for badminton. well, forget it. i wont care if mr poh kick me out if badminton or what. i'll let things be and see what i can do. LOL. ok. my dad scolded me when i reached home.haiyo. nevermind, like i said, its my fault. just unpacked my things. will be heading for the gym later.ok. stopping here.
oh well, brother says no more vulgarities. LOL. ok. went to the gym, duh. but before heading there, i went to school. to see which class i was in. saw the name list. then left. i only saw the name list. not the class. wth lah. haha. didnt wanna go back there. i was in slippers. thats why. ok. cycled to the gym. did what i was suppose to do. i was talking to a friend of mine. so yah... he wasnt done yet. so waited for him for a while. so i did the cycling thing for fun. you know, those type of machines. when you press got that tit tit sound? yah. i was on those. i was pressing but the thing went off. so i pressed again. then it went off again. so i pressed again. then the aunty wati came out. she was like. JAMIE! WHY YOU PRESS PRESS PRESS? ITS SO NOISY. then i was like. the machine wont work. and each time i press it , it goes off. that machine wont oblige. not my fault. wth lah. she was in bad mood then she vent on me lah. then there was a time i helped her do something. then now the file cannot open and print. tsk. i told her she needs a cd writer already. and she was like. yaya. so cannot lah. then still blame me. i helping her like maid like that lah. got two scoldings from her altogether. just ate. i was quarreling with my sis. so happens my mum talk to me at the same time. then i scolding my sis my mum thought i was scolding her then she scolded me back. then she got angry. WTH LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. irritating. there's also another thing. you see, i washed alot of dishes today already. all the pots and pans. my father's dishes. plates and all. in the morning and afternoon. my mum comes home from work , bathe, eat , watch tv. she barely does any house work. her show is like having advertisement now. and the plates are there. sorry to say this. but she is really, really, lazyyyyyyyy. i cant stand my family. serious. my sis always sides my mum. so i always lose. 2 against 1.i would prefer the company of my friends then my family.really. hai ya. i dont know what to eat later. tell me what to eat. ((: i changed my mind. im still going for badminton. maybe i should just go for badminton and not bother about mr poh and coach. anyways, i have friends there. right? LOL. hahahhahahhaa. wed, fri, tampines sports hall 9-12. here i comeeeeeeeeee. yay-ness. i feel random. i am random. hahaha. training = tournament. im going. for both. heh. i feel so inspired by not running my 2.4. so i should go there and run. yea! thats the spirit. LOL. i dont know what im talking. erm. ok. im craving for burger king today. wonder if they still have the double chicken rendang burger,now thats what you call hot.hot. hot. yea. but the thing is that. i cant go out now. sadistic. okays. im done here. and im gonna start at my sink. washing the dishes. again.