CHICKEN CHICKEN
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
im so lagging behind.
i cant run, nor hit shuttle cocks.
its irritating.
can i just give badminton up or something?
im sick of it.
i got trashed by a pri 6 student.
in a snap. just like that .
18-21 , 8-21
its damn.... shitty.
the cause of it was tiredness. and im sure about that.
im sorry, but this is the only way i can say what i feel.
i know its boring and i've been bloging about it
since the day i couldnt get to sleep. but somehow, its really pulling me down.
in a way or two.
i cant get to sleep.
and its like so.....urghhs.
the thought of it makes me afraid.
and feel like cryng.
its weird. i wanna know whats wrong.
there has gotta be something.
docter. you must be thinking now.
my mum said there was nothing wrong with me.
so, not much of a choice for me. i'll have to live this way.
im so called OK with my dad already.
it wasnt my food , protein or whatsoever.
im glad its fine now. really. thank god.
according to my mum , its just that i cant relax.
i hope thats the case. and not some other stuff.
i cant wait for school to re-open.
im hitting the books already.
i was talking to gracia today at the gym.
then he was like, you miss school uh??
for some inexplicable reason, i was tounge tied.
do i really miss that ugly school?
i thought to myself for a moment.
and replied a 'no' soon after.
im currently talking to rayner now.
miss me right. says:
well
miss me right. says:
drink milk?
miss me right. says:
dont go to sleep hungry
ihave10fingers. says:
tried that alr
miss me right. says:
it sucks
ihave10fingers. says:
yea.
miss me right. says:
think about happy thoughts
ihave10fingers. says:
sucks big time
miss me right. says:
dun let the worries keep u awake
miss me right. says:
but rather the happiness that makes u feel heavy and drowsy
ihave10fingers. says:
and how do you explain those kinda thiughts?
ihave10fingers. says:
*thoughts
miss me right. says:
i try to tink of thoughts that can make mi smile
miss me right. says:
could be the past or whatever stuff
miss me right. says:
sometimes im too tired i just knock out flat
ihave10fingers. says:
btu the problem is, im damn tired but cannot sleep.
miss me right. says:
well
miss me right. says:
see a doctor?
miss me right. says:
i seriously dont know how already
ihave10fingers. says:
mum says nothing wrong with me.
ihave10fingers. says:
sighs.
miss me right. says:
tell her say its serious
miss me right. says:
or mebbe she doesnt want u to waste money on doc
ihave10fingers. says:
yah. she doesnt want to waste $$$. thanks anyways.
miss me right. says:
think happy
miss me right. says:
be happy!
miss me right. says:
haha
miss me right. says:
sometimes
miss me right. says:
i lean sidewards
miss me right. says:
i feel in a better position to sleep
i try to tink of thoughts that can make mi smile
miss me right. says:
could be the past or whatever stuff
miss me right. says:
sometimes im too tired i just knock out flat
ihave10fingers. says:
btu the problem is, im damn tired but cannot sleep.
miss me right. says:
well
miss me right. says:
see a doctor?
miss me right. says:
i seriously dont know how already
ihave10fingers. says:
mum says nothing wrong with me.
ihave10fingers. says:
sighs.
miss me right. says:
tell her say its serious
miss me right. says:
or mebbe she doesnt want u to waste money on doc
ihave10fingers. says:
yah. she doesnt want to waste $$$. thanks anyways.
miss me right. says:
think happy
miss me right. says:
be happy!
miss me right. says:
haha
miss me right. says:
sometimes
miss me right. says:
i lean sidewards
miss me right. says:
i feel in a better position to sleep
i dont know,but i think he's a nice person to talk to.
on second thought, i think im still having a problem with my dad.
he told me to lie in bed tonight. in a scarcastic tone. and no jazz tonight.
sighs.
im angry. yet high.
tired but cant sleep. you might be thinking what nonsense is that.
but yea. it happens.
all i do is tell them i cant sleep. and ask them how to sleep.
i know, it can make one burst a vessel.
talking to someone like me.
im sick and tired of all this. really.
i think i need to see a doctor or something. its getting worse.
alrights. i guess i'll end here for tonight.